my rainbow

i feel so hapy when prez cal me..
i feel so warm when ah chuan cal me at msn..
i feel so gud when i sms wif g during his bday..
i feel so mad when tat stupid gu mei 4gt us after he knw new fren..

i feel so terrible horrible n vegetable at here..
i nid to pay money to ask ppl to hug me..as i super super nid a warm n sweet feeling rite nw..n the sad thing is..even i offer money..i stil ntyt receive hug from anyone~ swt...

i nid to cry softly so tat ppl wont hear my cry..as i knw they wil keep on ask me y i cry..
especially smetimes..i dun hv da feeling to talk when i cry..dun hv tat mood ~

i am overloaded wif assignment test n presentation.. i am working hard to overcme it..
i am stuck wif al the oth thing..
i miz my hme..
i miz beauty family..
da oni thing i cn do is jz cal them..
as i knw..everyone is busy~~

i feel so touch when i sense n receive the care from prez n chuan..
i miz u al..very very very much..

sad article keep on appear in my blog..
i knw u al r worry abt me..sry abt tat..
n ur support really make me feel better..
bcoz of him..i d learn to be tough..
bt mayb i stil nt tough enough..
i should attend a class..teach by chuan.."how to be tough"..

wher is my rainbow?
its raining in my world nw..
when wil my rainbow cme???