组装回忆

自各分东西后,似乎真的很难再团聚..
前几个星期,和莎见了面..
这几天,将有机会和薇还有添豪相聚..
在想,什么办法能把这两组约会组装起来?

冬至

早上醒来，嗅到新年的味道。
是错觉，是冬至。

这个冬至，有些不同。
往年，会和婆婆一起搓汤圆。
今年，婆婆病了，汤圆也只好在外买来。

这个冬至，有些温暖。
早上醒来，电话荧幕上显示几封新信息。
相同的文字，载着的是一层又一层的祝福。
厚厚的，铺上这冬至的节庆。

这个冬至，有些期待。
期待平安夜的疯狂，期待下学期的增长。
每个明天，我都期待。
每个昨天，我都眷恋。

这个冬至，给了每个人最堂皇的理由去祝福，那就祝福吧。

不要将对身边的人的怨恨带入梦中，更不要将对身边的人的关心埋在心中，因为，有一天，你或那个人将不再醒来

感恩.再出发

离开学的时间越近，facebook上就越来越多人开始在抱怨着。
“又要回到地狱”“非人的生活”...
真的有那么糟吗？
总觉得，离家的不舍，并没有必要以这样极端的字句表露。

幸运的人们常忘了该自发地感恩。

请相信
大学里，总有些跳动的生命让我们记挂着。

慵懒了两个月，又是时候整装待发了。

你不懂我

无谓的辩护，无谓的怒骂，无谓的那一口气，是无聊的。所以，我压着。不想撕破。

茶余饭后，感触

和爷爷在饭桌上的一席谈话，感触好多。
在日本兵入侵的三年零八个月中，爷爷就读于某落后小学。那时候，老师在黑板上写下生字，学生们没有单线簿、没有铅笔，只得在块石板上用类似石块的“笔”抄下老师当天所教的。隔天，再将之前写下的字擦了，换上新的。后来，因为爷爷时常有机会代表班级和学校上台致词，有位老师为了奖赏爷爷，送了他一本单线簿和一支铅笔。几十年前的喜悦，竟然在此时此刻转述给他的孙女听时，再次跃于脸上。我们看来，这些都是那么简单的物资，这么的微不足道。可是，对爷爷来说，那些都是可以让他学习得更好的东西。一本单线簿、一支铅笔，在那时代，足以让一个小孩开心个一整天、珍惜个一辈子。
结束了小学生涯，爷爷一心想继续升学。要知道，升学在三、四十年代并不是件理所当然的事。初中三年，可以在亚罗士打完成。但，高中三年，却得到槟城钟灵。爷爷的姐夫对爷爷说，家里的情况根本无法支撑爷爷的学费。就这样，满腔升学热忱被活生生的现实狠狠地泼冷，中学生成了金匠学徒。年轻时，爷爷身兼数职，偶尔当下司仪、帮人做做帐、不时也为报馆写稿。拚着、刻苦地，也过了。
爷爷想起，前几年，家里出现了些状况，经济差便甭提，家人的健康也有问题，爸爸妈妈陆续病倒入院。爸爸入院时，妈妈每天奔波，一方面得照顾爸爸，一方面又得到处筹集爸爸的医药费。一不小心，在工作方面出了错，欠下了一大笔债。很难懂，那时候的日子有多苦。我家的门帘是不开的，到了晚上，灯也总是熄着，一听到有车停在我家门前，那种恐惧，像被人掐着喉咙。我知道，爷爷当时也过得不好。爸爸妈妈时常跟爷爷借钱，到爷爷实在没有能力拿出钱时，不得已便得低声下气地向其他亲戚借。人间的冷暖、现实的残酷，也在那时候看清。可怕的，不是他们不借你钱，而是在借了钱之后的讽刺、的不屑、的唾言。经历过，便会懂，人可以如斯。听爷爷说着，说着，眼眶红了。他的，和我的。
爷爷接着说，现在的他很快乐，看着爸爸妈妈工作稳定，做孙的也长大了。近几年朋友看到他时也都说他的脸色红润了许多，人看起来也健康了。只是爷爷嘴边还是碎碎念着，如果当时我能读多些书，现在的我便可以爬得更高；如果当时我有机会多学些英文，便可以挂个招牌当会计师。爷爷的好多如果都不是因为没有争取而失去，只是生不逢时、现实不允。
“我们虽然不富有，但我们要站得稳，不要让别人看轻。”这是爷爷说的。对！要站得稳。
爷，放心。等着您的都是好日子。

第二次的大无畏

适当地对自己发出信心喊话
是好事。
刹那间，会觉得原先的冲劲回来了。
刹那不长。
但，那一瞬间，很重要。
就那几秒，会重尝那始劲儿，会再大无畏。

小烦恼

这几天，一直在偷偷地烦恼着接下来的两个学期和新屋友的生活。
其实有点后悔。
后悔当时只一心一意地想要脱离宿舍生活，随意找到了屋友便作下了决定。
后悔，不是因为他们不好，只是…应该说是还不了解、还未习惯吧。
一间单层屋子里，六女二男得生活在一起，那会是怎样的画面？
一向在家都很放纵自己的形象，不折被单、不梳头发、油头垢面的……他们能接受那一面的我吗？
世界上真有那么多船到桥头自然直的好康？
唉，能怎样？合约签了，订金也给了。
当事实无法改变时，唯有改变自己的行为、灌输乐观的思想咯。
希望当自己真心友好地对待他人时，他们感受得到，无需太多的回报，只求不伤害。
七月四日的新居打扫日，会是美好的开端。
但愿。

夏宇 <甜蜜的复仇>

把你的影子加点盐

腌起来

风干

老的时候

下酒

love's cure

Meet with an old friend last night
We knew each other 10 years ago
It is absolutely an appreciated friendship
We had some share memory
Our childhood..our primary school days….
..Till now
And I sure that it won’t last
I’m cheerful to have a friend like her
Although sometime her attitude is quite SPECIAL
At least her special won’t harm

Listen a lot from her
Her annoyance about her love story
What can I say?
Just double triple confirm that

amorism not just a couple simple stuff
When their mom dad sis bro aunty uncle grandpa grandma

TOO interested and in a HIGH-status participate
Love become complicated
Yes!! Love is complicated
The words she said the most are “no cure”
Nothing is no cure
But when the problem side not wish

to solve

to understand

to strive after
Nothing is cured
Then
They leave the wound cureless,purulence..
Patient dead..love end
Friend
I know you
If I don’t know you
I will think that you are not pay out
But I know
You are trying hard to bear..to be tolerant..

to protect your love..
Who know what will happen tomorrow
So
Just continue your step with your feel

Love
If you give it up after striving for it
It is regretless
If you keep it on after boring with it
It is meaningless

The place I splash my love

My brother, Fun
Since when
My relationship with my brother become closer

Last time when in secondary school
The time I talk the most to him is when I’m scolding him
And
He hates me

Then
A day of last year
He said,
“ 大姐，为什么你好像变了？”
Yes
He mostly will call me大姐although I’m二姐
Then I answer him,
“我发现我越来越爱你了嘛..”

It’s good to show my love to my family straightly
Maybe, he will feel that I just kidding or 38
But, I’d do more than that to splash my love
^,*

When I'm growing and maturing,

I realized that how important is family to me

then

I had one more family which attract my love

dad mum sis bro and me

in "chin" family

just like

gnail e.y ywei liza and me

in beauty family

keep an eye on yourself

I lose my temper again..the victim is my cousin
but this time, no sorry!!
It won’t be my fault
Because is him chatting with his girlfriend for 2 hours in work time
And the biggest mistake he done is rebut my mom

when my mom ASK him to stop
Who you think you are
Eating in my house,fine
Sleeping in my house,fine
Smoking in my house,GO HELL!!!!
Please go back to your own place as soon as possible
Nobody will beg you to stay
My mom just like angel
She treats everybody nice till they try to hike on her head
now I’m here
so you,you,you and you
behave!!!!

When love stand in reality

Someone said,
A couple needs romantic sentiment to maintain their LOVE
I said,
A couple needs realistic substance to maintain their LIFE first
A friend of mine
Longing to experience a dynamic amour, it’s just “longing”
Another friend of mine
Suffering enough to give her lover a dynamic amour,

this is the truth
Every night
She wants him to tell “I love you”
Is it an act of LOVE?
Not for me
“Sometimes, importunity romance make LIFE and LOVE baldness and tasteless,

then gone”
A friend of mine
Believing that he can has a blest life with his lover

although he can’t even sure that he has enough money to get his dinner tonight,

it’s just “believing”
Another friend of mine
Leaving her boyfriend

because the new one can give her enough money to buy a year’s food,

this is the reality
Everyday
He wants her to starve with him
Is it an act of LOVE?
Not for me
“We can support our love with plain water,

but life need more than plain water to go on”
I not meant to look down on the poor,

just everyone can affect their future with their own backbone

Yes, I'm reality enough.

and i hope I can be more reality

just to protect

Inspiration from H1N1

No inspiration to blog
But still insist to blog

Read over the newspaper for last few days
The hottest topic “H1N1”
Someone said, that is possible that

the earth will destroyed by this scary virus
Yes, maybe.
Then now, arouse panic among the mass
I hate those people

who always like to utter some speciosity talk

when something happened
What they want?
To aware the public so that they can avoid from this blue ruin?
Or just wish to be famous with their forecast?
But, if their forecast really come true and it’s doomsday
Who know they had forecast the future?
DERISIBLE!!

I’m sick now
Catch a cold then cough
Because of hate to seek for doctor
I go to a pharmacy to get some medicine
Then
I realized how panic is the people now about H1N1
The story is….
I step into the shop
Incautiously, I SNEEZE!!
I swear that I’d close my WHOLE FACE when sneezing
Haha!!
Then a over sensitive women customer

run like a 100meter runner

from the shop counter to PULL away her daughter

who was standing in front of me
Swear again
I’d close my WHOLE FACE when sneezing
This is the first time I insight the will power of a mom

to protect her children,

besides my mom.
But
“Aunty, don’t worry! I’m not a H1N1 carrier.”

Finally
Super duper appreciation to

yw, ey, jj and tl

because of dare to hang out with a patient

in this posthaste moment
^ ^

A happy change

These few days, I’d change my holiday’s mode
Why?
Because my gang were back!!
Spent most of my time with yeewei last two days
Hmmmmm~~
She stills the same
~spoke as loud as she can in the crowd to me

although I already can hear her clearly with normal sound

and

NEVER

realized that people was staring on us

because of wondering that ‘why the girl spoke till so excited’~
That’s the way she is and I like!
We had done most of our plans
Bali,

halo,

loklok,

xantana,

kari mee,

pacific,

ct plaza,

as mall,

marcus(but I just wait her at downstair^^)

And
Last night
We were celebrate EY’s birthday earlier with him
Believe it or not
We book whole halo

and hire a handsome and a beauty to sing for us

whole night long
Believe?!
STUPID @.@
Kekeke!!
A simple cake and a simple present
With pure friends’ heart
EY,like it?
Maybe the dialogs of the present are lame and childish a bit
But I think that you should already get use with our style
H@Ppy BIrThdAY yoooo

Tomorrow yeewei will go back to Kampar
Then my day will change back like the day before she came back
But never mind
Our date at Kampar on 5th of June is ON!!
Nothing can stop me to go
Except my mood
Hehe!!

Chat a bit with liza through facebook
Her life there is OK I think
So jealous she had an awesome holiday at redang
When will we five got the chance to go somewhere again together?
Bless she will fine at there and don’t meet up with bad rock

*happy birthday to a pretty mom’s bb on 520

Brave out for family

Last night, having dinner with dad and mom
With a table-full delicious food, we had our great time
~Chit-chatting~
Talking about my KL life, gossiping about the gossiper,

discussing about our future family’s plan…
Love this kind of atmosphere..

I told mom that I will go back to Alor Star after graduate
She is happy to hear that ^^
KL is a shopping paradise but not a suitable place for long-live,

for me.
Maybe..maybe there will be more chance to expand..

to get higher post and salary
But why not in a small city!!
As long as I willing to brave it out
It’s the same no matter where I am
Right?
Yes, I’m right!

In this moment,

family is the most important issues that I will consider about in everything.

Life is live.
When you are still afford and on time,
Bright up yourself

just after you had bright up those who had bright you up.

my new friends

Life here is OK
Although I’m keeping on to complain that I’m boring
But I not really mean it so much
Just can’t feel the mood of holiday
A holiday without friends is ULTRALLY mood less

Last semester before holiday I’d told my best friends in UPM that I will wrote something about them in my blog
Here they go

~yean~
A manner soft Ipoh girl
But not when she is talking with her sister and SOMEBODY
Always feel that she has nothing but in fact she has many
At least..her fans are countless
Refuse to destroy her visualize
So she pretends like a stranger when we three getting HIGH
Her kindness is overload and flooding
Can you guess what is her 21st birthday wish?

~yen~
A looking strong but very easy touch Kuantan girl
Always scared us unexpectedly with “WATER”
My first impression on her is “pretty,soft and manner”
After knowing her more deeper
Oops..
Just realize this pretty girl is crazy enough
But
It’s good thing I think

~jin~
A style-full Puchong girl
She has her own style and thinking
No matter on wearing or relationship with others
Seems like cold-blood when facing everything
It’s the way she protect herself
She speaks what she thinks

Having new friends at a new place is a pleasure stuff

because of they three

I had recolor my life in a big city with different life style

I won't throw away my origin

but just enjoy for being fresh and updated

friends~~

Last night..
Suddenly miss my form six classmates so much
But sure not everyone..ha!!
so
I try to write a message on my own to show that I’m missing them..

kiki!!
Wrote and deleted wrote and deleted
Maybe really long time didn’t meet with them..
I’m totally speechless after typing “HI”
What a sadness..
Last..
Just a forward message to everyone that I’m missing them
~friends,take care and happy always!~

Caring
Is the soul to maintain every kind of relationship

A relaxing weekend ()*,*()

Just came back from hanging out with sis and ck..
It’s really nice to have bak kut teh as lunch..
yUm yuM YUM~~
Since study at upm.. I always wish can have PORK for my every single meal..
But..
It’s hard because here is upm-university putra MALAYSIA.
After having my lovely lunch..
It’s time to digest..
Without any objections..
Shopping is one of the best way!!
Again..
I can’t ignore my addicted hobby..
Step into HBT shop without any consideration..
Spent RM25 to enjoy fish spa AGAIN!!
Hmm..
I just don’t want be block ok?
So I prefer to have my own 30minutes relaxation..
Besides sis and ck can “siwit siwit” ..
Sadly..
My quota for fish spa already reached for this month since I promised to have only once in a month..
ugh……
niy~~entschuldigung!!
Time to wake up from pretending that final is disappeared ~.~

A questionnaire to LISA LEONG?LEONG LIZA?ooO..LIZA LEONG^^

1. How you there?
2. When will go back Alor Star?
3. More fat?
4. More pretty?
5. Got pretty than me?
6. Still love E.Y?
7. Already found your “new rock”?
8. Got chat with Gnail without my permission?> , <
9. Miss us much?
10. Got my hp no.?
*if got,

then forget password don’t know ask from me?”